There's only one word to describe today... FAT. I'm actually embaressed to tell you. I was doing so well, I'd had an apple, water, a chewee bar (92 calories) and a coffee. I WAS meant to stop at that but nooooo, my friends decide to go to McDonalds Drive Thru on the way home, I'm such a sucker for a macky d's burger and fries. And it's not like the diet coke made it any healthier. I'm such a PIG, however don't judge me because I plan to throw it all up once I get off of this.
But also don't judge me for purging, please, I feel bad enough for doing it, it's messing me up bigtime I can feel it. But, it's the price I have to pay for being soooo stupid.
I did 200 crunches last night, I'm aiming for 300 tonight cause any form of exercise needs to be done NOW! And I had no dance lessons today, just singing, so i know i haven't worked anything off.
Fast tomorrow, loads of water hopefully, anyone know how to feel full without actually being full? Chewing gum maybe?
On a lighter happier note my friend asked if I'd lost weight :D apparently my legs look "really skinny", I should be satisfied but to her "really skinny" isn't actually really skinny. I count it as pretty normal, so technically I just look average... does that make sense? Hopefully tomorrow I'll be so occupied that food won't even cross over my mind, where is my willpower?
Anyway not to put you off but I'm going to go and get rid of that mcdonalds i ate about 20minutes ago before it can be digested properly. Even I'm a little disgusted by what I just said.
I took the liberty of adding a few more pictures :D I always appreciate thinspo so I can add to my own folders. Hopefully this is satisfying for you. Stay strong my beauties.