Everything's worth it if in the end if i look like Jessica Stam, or even skinnier. I'd walk around naked, however I can't in my current state.
Back to school tomorrow, I'm actually excited because that way I'm always occupied and whenever I get home I never eat dinner anyway so... I can fast all week really. Slight problem though, I have ballet first thing tomorrow, I normally get by without eating breakfast before ballet but I know the lesson's going to be energetic. Oh well, I do often get a thrill from feeling weak, it means it's working. And i'll just drink loads of water to stop being dehydrated.
Anyone in the U.K.? I really need a texting buddy, just so in my times of weakness, I can also have some motivation. A trick I tried is carrying a picture of Karlie Kloss in my purse, so when I open it to get money out for food, I see her skinny figure and i put my purse away. It really works, try it!
I was at work today and the shop was so busy I didn't have time for a lunch break! So happy! I could fast so easily, and when I got home I told my mum I had a late lunch so I didn't have to sit down to dinner. Everything is going to plan! 2 days with just diet coke! It's a shame it sometimes makes me bloated.
Also GOOD NEWS, that boy I was telling you about, who suddenly has a new girlfriend? Well, he's single again now! I'm glad it didn't work out, and if he thinks he can come running back to me well he's got another thing coming. :D Wow i've been quite strong about things lately.
Nothing tastes as good as thin feels my beauties, Bones. Bones. Bones. xoxo